Sunday, 1 November 2015

This is a special book.

"He confirms tradition through amnesia, tempting the whole world with rebirth."
"I was never sure if I wanted Parliament or a hermitage."
"Here is a plea based on my whole experience: do not be a magician, be magic."
"With every handshake you wept for a lost garden."
"I tried to dominate Insanity so I could steal its Information."
"-Will it come back, F.? To us?
-It doesn't matter, it's in the world."
"The treehouse is very small and we are many with an appetite for the sky in our heads."


The idiosyncracy of a fractal edge.

Thursday, 22 October 2015

"Each of these acts of human kindness seems to drop a feather into an abyss. It's surprising how many abysses you can fall into and land comfortably, but then there are a lot of feathers..."
When your time-suit is three sizes too large the loose space fills with the fight for an identity.
The addiction to navel gazing contemplation. Abstract (and soon-dispersed) solutions occur when you're slacking off from a natural life of concrete trouble-stirring. A solution without rhythm is not a solution to live with for long. In a cyclical world music might be the only lasting solution.

Thursday, 15 October 2015

"Kekulé dreams the Great Serpent holding its own tail in its mouth, the dreaming Serpent which surrounds the World. But the meanness, the cynicism with which this dream is to be used. The Serpent that announces, "The World is a closed thing, cyclical, resonant, eternally-returning," is to be delivered into a system whose only aim is to violate the Cycle. Taking and not giving back, demanding that "productivity" and "earnings" keep on increasing with time, the System removing from the rest of the World these vast quantities of energy to keep its own tiny desperate fraction showing a profit: and not only most of humanity—most of the World, animal, vegetable, and mineral, is laid waste in the process. The System may or may not understand that it's only buying time. And that time is an artificial resource to begin with, of no value to anyone or anything but the System, which must sooner or later crash to its death, when its addiction to energy has become more than the rest of the World can supply, dragging with it innocent souls all along the chain of life. Living inside the System is like riding across the country in a bus driven by a maniac bent on suicide . . . though he's amiable enough, keeps cracking jokes back through the loudspeaker . . ." ― Thomas Pynchon, Gravity's Rainbow

Wednesday, 14 October 2015




"Science wrought to its uttermost becomes myth. History wrought to its uttermost becomes myth. But what is myth that it returns to mind even when we would most escape it?"

Interesting guy: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/William_Irwin_Thompson

"Anything can deliver us from our lost memory of the soul; science, history, art, or the sunlight on the grasstaitami mats in the Zendo. And anything can enslave us: science, history, art, or the militarism of a Zen monastery. But if we are lost in time and suffering racial amnesia, then we need something to startle us into recollection. If history is the sentence of our imprisonment, then history, recoded, can become the password of our release."


Friday, 9 October 2015


“Ideally, what should be said to every child, repeatedly, throughout his or her school life is something like this: 'You are in the process of being indoctrinated. We have not yet evolved a system of education that is not a system of indoctrination. We are sorry, but it is the best we can do. What you are being taught here is an amalgam of current prejudice and the choices of this particular culture. The slightest look at history will show how impermanent these must be. You are being taught by people who have been able to accommodate themselves to a regime of thought laid down by their predecessors. It is a self-perpetuating system. Those of you who are more robust and individual than others will be encouraged to leave and find ways of educating yourself — educating your own judgements. Those that stay must remember, always, and all the time, that they are being moulded and patterned to fit into the narrow and particular needs of this particular society.”- Doris Lessing


Saturday, 3 October 2015

Sense and Sensibility


"The pleasures and rewards of literary inspiration are nothing beside the rapture of discovering a new organ under the microscope or an undescribed species on a mountainside in Iran or Peru. It is not improbable that had there been no revolution in Russia, I would have devoted myself entirely to lepidopterology and never written any novels at all."- Nabokov

Monday, 28 September 2015

Peace Realm Rainy Day Darkly Multicoloured Hundred Water

...is one possible translation of Friedensreich Regentag Dunkelbrunt Hundertwasser.
Man had some serious opinions about housing:

"The nationalist way of thinking has brought us, in this century, an ephemeral higher, American standard of living at the expense of nature and creation."

"An uneven floor is a melody to the feet."

"Our modern buildings are detached and pitiable compromise by men of bad conscience who work with straight edged rulers."

"No restraint should be imposed on the individual's desire to construct. Each person should be allowed to build (and ought to build) and would be truly responsible for the four walls within which he lives. There is a certain risk that such a fantastic sort of amateur construction might collapse, but we should not be afraid of the human sacrifice that this new style of construction might engender.
It is the only way to stop the process in which human beings move into their quarters like chickens into their coops..."

" We will be able to speak of architecture only when architect, mason and tenant are a unity, which in practical terms means having one person assume all three functions."

"Man has to regain his critical creative function, without which he ceases to exist as a human being."

"Today we live in a chaos of straight lines. If you do not believe this take the trouble to count the straight lines which surround you. And then you will understand, for it is a never-ending task."

"The straight line is not a creative line, but simply a reproductive line. In it there live not God and human spirit, but a mass created, brainless ant addicted to comfort."

"The straight line represents a panic to stay in fashion."

"If a structure is intended to house people, the discontinuation of construction prior to habitation must be seen as an unnatural sterilisation of the growing process and as such should be punished as criminal transgression."

"Architectural pre-planning of homes is currently highly praised, but it's actually little more than planned mass murder by pre-meditated sterilisation."




"We have become impotent. We are no longer able to create. That is our real illiteracy."





"Safesurfer is that guy we all know: you overhear him with some girl saying "I'm not like the others, darling. Don't you trust me?" like HIV ain't never coming down."
- Julian Cope



Sunday, 27 September 2015

Too much of a good thing


I died from the mineral, and plant became
Died from the plant, and took an animal frame;
Died from the animal, and donned a human dress
When by my dying did I ever grow less?


-Rumi
 

(Picture depicts how I feel when I hear this.)


Man Is God's Brother

Flogging Those Airwaves




Conet project- documents radio stations such as this one.  Another piece of the BOC jigsaw.

On Becoming A Person (Carl Rogers)

Just finished this book. Dutifully written and a duty to read. Only came on my radar via Bill Coperthwaite's work. Written between the 50's and early 60's and it is surprising how the central message still sounds so refreshing and necessary.


"Therapy seems to mean a getting back to basic sensory and visceral experience."
 
"Unless man can make new and original adaptations to his environment as rapidly as his science can change the environment, our culture will perish. Not only individual maladjustment and group tensions, but international annihilation will be the price we pay for a lack of creativity."

"I do not believe that many significantly creative products are framed without the feeling "I am alone, no one has ever done just this before. I have ventured into territory where no one has been. Perhaps I am foolish, or wrong, or lost, or abnormal."

"It is doubtful if a human can create, without wishing to share his creation...he desires to communicate with a group which will understand him, even if he must imagine such a group."

Saturday, 26 September 2015

Thursday, 24 September 2015



Travel

Loving you, flesh to flesh, I often thought
Of travelling penniless to some mud throne
Where a master might instruct me how to plot
My life away from pain, to love alone
In the bruiseless embrace of stone and lake.

Lost in the fields of your hair I was never lost
Enough to lose a way I had to take;
Breathless beside your body I could not exhaust
The will that forbid me contract, vow,
Or promise, and often while you slept
I looked in awe beyond your beauty.

                                     Now
I know why many men have stopped and wept
Halfway between the loves they leave and seek,
And wondered if travel leads them anywhere -
Horizons keep the soft line of your cheek,
The windy sky's a locket for your hair.

-Leonard Cohen

 


 






 
Paintings by George Inness (Inness died in 1894 at Bridge of Allan in Scotland. According to his son, he was viewing the sunset, when he threw up his hands into the air and exclaimed, "My God! oh, how beautiful!", fell to the ground, and died minutes later. Wikipedia)

Wednesday, 23 September 2015

Albert Pinkham Ryder was described by a friend (Mardsen Hartley) as 'The First Citizen Of The Moon'.


Restoration 

To think that any fool may tear
by chance the web of when and where.
O window in the dark! To think
that every brain is on the brink 
of nameless bliss no brain can bear,

unless there be no great surprise --
as when you learn to levitate
and, hardly trying, realise
-- alone, in a bright room -- that weight
is but your shadow, and you rise.

My little daughter wakes in tears:
She fancies that her bed is drawn
into a dimness which appears
to be the deep of all her fears
but which, in point of fact, is dawn.

I know a poet who can strip
a William Tell or Golden Pip
in one uninterrupted peel
miraculously to reveal
revolving on his fingertip,

a snowball. So I would unrobe,
turn inside out, pry open, probe
all matter, everything you see,
the skyline and its saddest tree,
the whole inexplicable globe,

to find the true, the ardent core
as doctors of old pictures do
when, rubbing out a distant door
or sooty curtain, they restore
the jewel of a bluish view.

Nabokov



More doodles from the causal pantograph.

Monday, 21 September 2015

Esfinge Interior

 
Ay, triste del que un día en su esfinge interior
pone los ojos e interroga. Está perdido.
Ay del que pide eurekas al placer o al dolor.
Dos dioses hay, y son: Ignorancia y Olvido.
 
Lo que el árbol desea decir y dice al viento,
y lo que el animal manifiesta en su instinto,
cristalizamos en palabra y pensamiento.
Nada más que maneras expresan lo distinto.
 
 
-Rubén Dario

Sunday, 20 September 2015



Written by John Hartford (who wrote it after watching Doctor Zhivago).
Watch him beatbox with his feet at the 1.50 mark:



"I am no lover of disorder and doubt as such. Rather do I fear to lose truth by this pretension to possess it already wholly."


Take it to the James:

" Out of my experience, such as it is (and it is limited enough) one fixed conclusion dogmatically emerges, and that is this, that we with our lives are like islands in the sea, or like trees in the forest. The maple and the pine may whisper to each other with their leaves. … But the trees also commingle their roots in the darkness underground, and the islands also hang together through the ocean's bottom. Just so there is a continuum of cosmic consciousness, against which our individuality builds but accidental fences, and into which our several minds plunge as into a mother-sea or reservoir."


" The most any one can do is to confess as candidly as he can the grounds for the faith that is in him, and leave his example to work on others as it may."

"There is but one indefectibly certain truth, and that is the truth that pyrrhonistic scepticism itself leaves standing, — the truth that the present phenomenon of consciousness exists."

"I am against bigness and greatness in all their forms, and with the invisible molecular moral forces that work from individual to individual, stealing in through the crannies of the world like so many soft rootlets, or like the capillary oozing of water, and yet rending the hardest monuments of man’s pride, if you give them time. The bigger the unit you deal with, the hollower, the more brutal, the more mendacious is the life displayed. So I am against all big organizations as such, national ones first and foremost; against all big successes and big results; and in favor of the eternal forces of truth which always work in the individual and immediately unsuccessful way, under-dogs always, till history comes, after they are long dead, and puts them on top. — You need take no notice of these ebullitions of spleen, which are probably quite unintelligible to anyone but myself."

"Wherever you are it is your own friends who make your world."

"Tell him to live by yes and no — yes to everything good, no to everything bad."

" The most violent revolutions in an individual’s beliefs leave most of his old order standing. Time and space, cause and effect, nature and history, and one’s own biography remain untouched. New truth is always a go-between, a smoother-over of transitions. It marries old opinion to new fact so as ever to show a minimum of jolt, a maximum of continuity."

"Every way of classifying a thing is but a way of handling it for some particular purpose."

" Habit is thus the enormous fly-wheel of society, its most precious conservative agent. It alone is what keeps us all within the bounds of ordinance, and saves the children of fortune from the envious uprisings of the poor."


" Take the happiest man, the one most envied by the world, and in nine cases out of ten his inmost consciousness is one of failure. Either his ideals in the line of his achievements are pitched far higher than the achievements themselves, or else he has secret ideals of which the world knows nothing, and in regard to which he inwardly knows himself to be found wanting."

"There is no worse lie than a truth misunderstood by those who hear it."

" The pivot round which the religious life... revolves, is the interest of the individual in his private personal destiny. Religion, in short, is a monumental chapter in the history of human egotism. The gods believed in—whether by crude savages or by men disciplined intellectually—agree with each other in recognizing personal calls. Religious thought is carried on in terms of personality, this being, in the world of religion, the one fundamental fact. To-day, quite as much as at any previous age, the religious individual tells you that the divine meets him on the basis of his personal concerns. "


"The war against war is going to be no holiday excursion or camping party. The military feelings are too deeply grounded to abdicate their place among our ideals until better substitutes are offered than the glory and shame that come to nations as well as to individuals from the ups and downs of politics and the vicissitudes of trade."

"Alexander's career was piracy pure and simple, nothing but an orgy of power and plunder, made romantic by the character of the hero. There was no rational purpose in it, and the moment he died his generals and governors attacked one another."

"Our minds thus grow in spots; and like grease-spots, the spots spread. But we let them spread as little as possible: we keep unaltered as much of our old knowledge, as many of our old prejudices and beliefs, as we can. We patch and tinker more than we renew. The novelty soaks in; it stains the ancient mass; but it is also tinged by what absorbs it."

"Truth happens to an idea. It becomes true, is made true by events. Its verity is in fact an event, a process: the process namely of its verifying itself, its veri-fication. Its validity is the process of its valid-ation.  "

"Truth lives, in fact, for the most part on a credit system. Our thoughts and beliefs 'pass,' so long as nothing challenges them, just as bank-notes pass so long as nobody refuses them."

"Every Jack sees in his own particular Jill charms and perfections to the enchantment of which we stolid onlookers are stone-cold. And which has the superior view of the absolute truth, he or we? Which has the more vital insight into the nature of Jill's existence, as a fact? Is he in excess, being in this matter a maniac? or are we in defect, being victims of a pathological anesthesia as regards Jill's magical importance? Surely the latter; surely to Jack are the profounder truths revealed; surely poor Jill's palpitating little life-throbs are among the wonders of creation, are worthy of this sympathetic interest; and it is to our shame that the rest of us cannot feel like Jack. For Jack realizes Jill concretely, and we do not. He struggles toward a union with her inner life, divining her feelings, anticipating her desires, understanding her limits as manfully as he can, and yet inadequately, too; for he also is afflicted with some blindness, even here. Whilst we, dead clods that we are, do not even seek after these things, but are contented that that portion of eternal fact named Jill should be for us as if it were not. Jill, who knows her inner life, knows that Jack's way of taking it - so importantly - is the true and serious way; and she responds to the truth in him by taking him truly and seriously, too. May the ancient blindness never wrap its clouds about either of them again! Where would any of us be, were there no one willing to know us as we really are or ready to repay us for our insight by making recognizant return? We ought, all of us, to realize each other in this intense, pathetic, and important way."

" If you say that this is absurd, that we cannot be in love with everyone at once, I merely point out to you that, as a matter of fact, certain persons do exist with an enormous capacity for friendship and for taking delight in other people's lives; and that such person know more of truth than if their hearts were not so big. The vice of ordinary Jack and Jill affection is not its intensity, but its exclusions and its jealousies. Leave those out, and you see that the ideal I am holding up before you, however impracticable to-day, yet contains nothing intrinsically absurd."

"So long as antimilitarists propose no substitute for war's disciplinary function, no moral equivalent of war, analogous, as one might say, to the mechanical equivalent of heat, so long they fail to realize the full inwardness of the situation."

"Real culture lives by sympathies and admirations, not by dislikes and disdain — under all misleading wrappings it pounces unerringly upon the human core."

"The union of the mathematician with the poet, fervor with measure, passion with correctness, this surely is the ideal."

"I have often thought that the best way to define a man's character would be to seek out the particular mental or moral attitude in which, when it came upon him, he felt himself most deeply and intensely active and alive. At such moments there is a voice inside which speaks and says: "This is the real me!" "

"" Nothing is so fatiguing as the eternal hanging on of an uncompleted task."

" Most people live, whether physically, intellectually or morally, in a very restricted circle of their potential being. They make use of a very small portion of their possible consciousness, and of their soul's resources in general, much like a man who, out of his whole bodily organism, should get into a habit of using and moving only his little finger. Great emergencies and crises show us how much greater our vital resources are than we had supposed."

" The moral flabbiness born of the exclusive worship of the bitch-goddess SUCCESS. That — with the squalid cash interpretation put on the word success — is our national disease."




"I saw a moving sight the other morning before breakfast in a little hotel where I slept in the dusty fields. The young man of the house shot a little wolf called coyote in the early morning. The little heroic animal lay on the ground, with his big furry ears, and his clean white teeth, and his little cheerful body, but his little brave life was gone. It made me think how brave all living things are. Here little coyote was, without any clothes or house or books or anything, with nothing to pay his way with, and risking his life so cheerfully — and losing it — just to see if he could pick up a meal near the hotel. He was doing his coyote-business like a hero, and you must do your boy-business, and I my man-business bravely, too, or else we won't be worth as much as a little coyote." (Writing to his son, from the Yosemite Valley)



 
  













Lost


Holm Oak and Elm (?), Casa De Campo




Tuesday, 15 September 2015

Vincent's Head Harings

Saw these two paintings 'in person' last night at the Reina Sofia.



You can't see it from a photo, but this painting is completely bewildering in its effect. There's something about the depth in it, the feathered strokes and the use of green in her face that made it feel less like a painted canvas and more like a square hole in reality through which this woman was looking....words won't convey it I suppose. Oh well.




This I love simply because devotion to kippers is so rare. Goes right to my heart.




Finally some bits of Keith Haring for the trove.

"Art is nothing if you don't reach every segment of the people."


"People were more interested in the phenomena than the art itself. This, combined with the growing interest in collecting art as an investment and the resultant boom in the art market, made it a difficult time for a young artist to remain sincere without becoming cynical."


"Everybody draws when they are little."


Cuatro cosas tiene el hombre
que no sirven en la mar:
ancla, gobernalle y remos,
y miedo de naufragar.

-Antonio Machado

Sunday, 13 September 2015

Psychedelic Egyptian Scene

Found this in a bookstall by the Retiro the other week. Translation is 'The Mummy Has A Cold'.


Get stuck in this:
Courtesy of World Service.

Troving

" The answer to self-empowerment lies in the psychedelic experience. The answer to dissolving the hierarchically-imposed set of mythical conventions that disempower us, lies in the psychedelic experience. Because what is really happening is a return to the primacy of feeling. And feeling is not something you convey to people the way you convey facts to them. Facts can be handed down every week through Time magazine, and the latest issue of Science News and Nature. But feelings will not lend themselves to that marketable, hierarchically-distributed system. Consequently feelings represent a backwash against that. Yet feeling is the modality in which we all operate. So as long as we are under the umbrella of the print-created, linear, post-medieval institutions that promote the myth of the public, the notion of the atomic individual, the notion that we are all basically alike then we are going to be unempowered." - Terence McKenna

"We are so much the victims of abstraction that with the Earth in flames we can barely rouse ourselves to wander across the room and look at the thermostat." – Terence McKenna








Its that grand success



P.S.  Job now secured, come and stay in Madrid.

Monday, 7 September 2015

Depression Cherry

Strange album title but gives an idea of the odd subtlety. Gave this one listen and forgot about it but since the second I've been locked in.

Friday, 4 September 2015

Take It To The Graves

"There's no money in poetry, but then there's no poetry in money, either."

"Marriage, like money, is still with us; and, like money, progressively devalued."
"The remarkable thing about Shakespeare is that he really is very good, in spite of all the people who say he is very good."
 
"Prose books are the show dogs I breed and sell to support my cat." 



Robert Graves
 
 
 

Thursday, 3 September 2015

Wednesday, 2 September 2015

"Men must be taught as if you taught them not, and things unknown proposed as things forgot."- Alexander Pope


EDIT: Great song.

Dissed and dismissed.

"Now I shall speak of evil as none has
Spoken before. I loathe such things as jazz;
The white-hosed moron torturing a black
Bull, rayed with red; abstractist bric-a-brac;
Primitivist folk-masks; progressive schools;
Music in supermarkets; swimming pools;
Brutes, bores, class-conscious Philistines, Freud, Marx
Fake thinkers, puffed-up poets, frauds and sharks."

-Nabokov, Pale Fire

Tuesday, 1 September 2015

Extracting Wind From Sails

In Western culture, Schultes's discoveries influenced writers who considered hallucinogens as the gateways to self-discovery, such as Aldous Huxley, William Burroughs and Carlos Castaneda.[1][5] Although he contributed to the psychedelic era with his discoveries, he personally disdained its proponents: dismissing drug guru and fellow Harvard professor Timothy Leary for being so little versed in hallucinogenic species that he misspelled the Latin names of the plants.[1]

 When William Burroughs described his ayahuasca visions as an earth-shaking metaphysical experience, Schultes famously replied, "That's funny, Bill, all I saw was colors."[1][4][5]

(Wikipedia on Schultes and psychoactive plants)

Ursula

"That’s where I feel that I was given a genuine freedom of the intellect: I don’t have to look in any particular place for what I want. I can look anywhere, and hope to find what I want"- Ursula Le Guin


http://www.publicbooks.org/interviews/the-storys-where-i-go-an-interview-with-ursula-k-le-guin



Binge Christening


Blue shift emissions is such a nice piece of work.



It really is.
EDIT: 

Sunday, 30 August 2015



Description
English: View of downtown Unalaska, Alaska.
Date
Source http://www.fhwa.dot.gov/byways/photos/65168
Author Wanetta Ayers







Soneto a Madrid
Centro de España, corazón, latido
de fecundas y unánimes orillas,
almena singular de las Castillas,
faro de luz, señero y repartido,
eres un libro abierto y ofrecido
—siete estrellas, setenta maravillas—;
sabe bien a qué altura creces, brillas,
quien con amor a diario te ha leído.
Corte con tu lección de cortesía,
tesoro de tu sol a mediodía,
y en los ocasos con tus oros viejos…
Madrid, no rompeolas, atalaya,
ciudad para vivir donde las haya
y evocación de un sueño si estás lejos.
José García Nieto (1914-2001)


If anything's going to help me learn Spanish its the poems on the metro and belters like this:


Friday, 28 August 2015







"

    "Graphomania inevitably takes on epidemic proportions when a society develops to the point of creating three basic conditions:

        An elevated level of general well-being, which allows people to devote themselves to useless activities;
        A high degree of social atomization and, as a consequence, a general isolation of individuals;
        The absence of dramatic social changes in the nation's internal life. (From this point of view, it seems to me symptomatic that in France, where practically nothing happens, the percentage of writers is twenty-one times higher than in Israel)."
        —Milan Kundera, The Book of Laughter and Forgetting, 1978


EDIT:
"In Ancient Rome, the practice of damnatio memoriae was the condemnation of Roman elites and emperors after their deaths. If the Senate or a later emperor did not like the acts of an individual, they could have his property seized, his name erased and his statues reworked. Because there is an economic incentive to seize property and rework statues, historians and archaeologists have had difficulty determining when official damnatio memoriae actually took place, although it seems to have been quite rare."

Source: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Damnatio_memoriae


"

Bang on the money.

Franco Doing It Right




This one builds.

“Come from forever, and you will go everywhere.”

Notes from Rimbaud.

" “...I is another. If the brass wakes the trumpet, it’s not its fault. That’s obvious to me: I witness the unfolding of my own thought: I watch it, I hear it: I make a stroke with the bow: the symphony begins in the depths, or springs with a bound onto the stage.

If the old imbeciles hadn’t discovered only the false significance of Self, we wouldn’t have to now sweep away those millions of skeletons which have been piling up the products of their one-eyed intellect since time immemorial, and claiming themselves to be their authors!”"

"
“...these poets here, you see, they are not of this world:let them live their strange life; let them be cold and hungry, let them run, love and sing: they are as rich as Jacques Coeur, all these silly children, for they have their souls full of rhymes, rhymes which laugh and cry, which make us laugh or cry: Let them live: God blesses all the merciful: and the world blesses the poets.”


“By being too sensitive I have wasted my life.”

“Genius is the recovery of childhood at will.”


“True alchemy lies in this formula: ‘Your memory and your senses are but the nourishment of your creative impulse’.”


“Whose hearts must I break? What lies must I maintain? - Through whose blood am I to wade ?”






"A boy hardly haired out understands this best. Nothing is real but the river and all else is sham."


Some word salad from the depths of my computer. Can't remember how half this stuff got here.


"Rimbaud said much the same in his second letter, commonly called the Lettre du voyant ("Letter of the Seer"). Written 15 May—before his first trip to Paris—to his friend Paul Demeny, the letter expounded his revolutionary theories about poetry and life, while also denouncing most poets that preceded him. Wishing for new poetic forms and ideas, he wrote:

    I say that one must be a seer, make oneself a seer. The poet makes himself a seer by a long, prodigious, and rational disordering of all the senses. Every form of love, of suffering, of madness; he searches himself, he consumes all the poisons in him, and keeps only their quintessences. This is an unspeakable torture during which he needs all his faith and superhuman strength, and during which he becomes the great patient, the great criminal, the great accursed – and the great learned one! – among men. – For he arrives at the unknown! Because he has cultivated his own soul – which was rich to begin with – more than any other man! He reaches the unknown; and even if, crazed, he ends up by losing the understanding of his visions, at least he has seen them! Let him die charging through those unutterable, unnameable things: other horrible workers will come; they will begin from the horizons where he has succumbed![74][75]"

""Various medical authorities swarm in and out of here predicting I have between two days and two months to live. I think they are guessing. I remain cheerful and unimpressed. I look forward without dogmatic optimism but without dread. I love you all and I deeply implore you to keep the lasagna flying. Please pardon my levity, I don't see how to take death seriously. It seems absurd." -- Robert Anton Wilson, Jan 6 2007"


"Just glad you are OK Casey.If we stopped to think of the danger of some of the things we do,we’d never experience the savage joy that comes form doing them,so far in my uni experiences I’ve been lucky,I was at a Mega dog festy in Plymouth a few years ago(The Eclipse one)The site had some excellent trails for off road unicycling,but as I was manic,I’d broken a rib in a collision with a car door which had made me manic,but since I was going to the festival with mates who were relying on me to be able to get in,I decided to go & do the ride about(In Faerie costume)anyway,after a few days of the festy I’d been awake & going at life manically for about 6-7 days,I decided that the site no longer presented me with enough of a challenge,so I climbed out of the site in search of harder challenges.I found some harder off road riding,at one point I decided to ride this gap I thought I saw between two fields,it looked like there was a smallish drop,maybe 3-4 feet with the brambles being thin enough for me to just blast through.Luckily for me they were harder to get through than I thought,as the middle of the gap I aimed for,wasn’t a 3-4 foot drop as I’d surmised it was about 20-25 feet & onto rocks.I shot through the gap,the uni dropped away from me & crashed onto the rocks,with enough force to puncture the wheel,trash about 6 spokes & render it unrideable for the rest of the festy.I however being in my Faerie costume,ended up hanging by my wings from the brambles,The wings were made from fibreglass rods & were much stronger than I’d have believed,Part of the costume was a lycra cycling bib & brace set the wings were woven through them as it was helping them not to continually get snagged on stuff.I hung there for about 5 minutes shouting for help,until I remembered that no one could hear me cos I’d climbed out of the festy site.I had to cut myself loose from the brambles & swing to safety Tarzan style,thank god I had my Leatherman tool with me.I used to get asked for photos of me on my unicycle in that Faerie costume all the time,this one of me dangling from a bramble bush by my wings would I’m sure been the best picture possible,but alas no one to take it.I made my way back to the site & climbed back in,on the way through the kids area a young girl who had been saying hello to me during the rest of the Festy saw me & asked me what had happened to me,I told her & then gave her my now very bedraggled wings as a present.She was very pleased. I hope you get better very very quickly & are soon up snowboarding again.Luv 1Wheel"




"In 1879 cocaine began to be used to treat morphine addiction. Cocaine was introduced into clinical use as a local anesthetic in Germany in 1884, about the same time as Sigmund Freud published his work Über Coca, in which he wrote that cocaine causes:[citation needed]

    Exhilaration and lasting euphoria, which in no way differs from the normal euphoria of the healthy person. You perceive an increase of self-control and possess more vitality and capacity for work. In other words, you are simply normal, and it is soon hard to believe you are under the influence of any drug. Long intensive physical work is performed without any fatigue. This result is enjoyed without any of the unpleasant after-effects that follow exhilaration brought about by alcoholic beverages. No craving for the further use of cocaine appears after the first, or even after repeated taking of the drug."
(Famous last words)






"“These legal arguments are like a cannon ball bouncing backwards and forwards in blancmange. We won, because we hold Stonehenge in our hearts. We are not squatters, we are men of God. We want to plant a Garden of Eden with apricots and cherries, where there will be guitars instead of guns and the sun will be our nuclear bomb.”[7]"

    
"If you're watching everybody, you're watching nobody." 

"The Net interprets censorship as damage and routes around it."

"I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me."














Thursday, 27 August 2015

"You can choose to be free, but it's the last decision you'll ever make."

First heard this when building the stage at Karlsøy last summer. So glad to track it down.


EDIT: It's a win win.

Wednesday, 26 August 2015

"Alone, alone, all, all alone,
Alone on a wide wide sea!
And never a saint took pity on
My soul in agony."



"The spirit who bideth by himself
In the land of mist and snow,
He loved the bird that loved the man
Who shot him with his bow."
-Rhyme of the ancient Mariner, Samuel Coleridge Taylor

Monday, 24 August 2015

This gem arriving courtesy of nowayve. Cheers.


Friday, 21 August 2015

Heavy hitter


note to self (piety doesn't pay)

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The Pious Bird of Good Omen is a compilation album by Fleetwood Mac, released in 1969.
The title of the album is a phrase found in an 1817 gloss (marginal note) to Samuel Taylor Coleridge's 1798 epic poem The Rime of the Ancient Mariner. The phrase refers to the albatross killed in the poem. ("The ancient Mariner inhospitably killeth the pious bird of good omen.")