"There is change, and departure: but there is also help when least looked for from the strangers of the day, and hiding, out among the accidents of this drifting Humility, never quite to be extinguished, a few small chances for mercy."
Monday, 18 November 2013
Saturday, 9 November 2013
Monday, 4 November 2013
Saturday, 2 November 2013
Friday, 1 November 2013
Thursday, 31 October 2013
True Thomas Excerpt
Friday, 25 October 2013
Friday, 11 October 2013
Thursday, 10 October 2013
Amare amabam: nesciebam quid amarem. Te inveni.
I was in love with love.
I knew not what to love.
I found thee.
-St. Augustine.
Monday, 7 October 2013
1.[Speaking of Ludwig Wittgenstein]: "The most perfect example I have ever known of genius as traditionally conceived; passionate, profound, intense, and dominating." - Bertrand Russell
2."Never stay up on the barren heights of cleverness, but come down into the green valleys of silliness." -Ludwig Wittgenstein
2."Never stay up on the barren heights of cleverness, but come down into the green valleys of silliness." -Ludwig Wittgenstein
Thursday, 3 October 2013
Tuesday, 1 October 2013
Goethe on orbit
Can you dare even to think of yourself in the midst of this eternally living order without then asserting itself within you too something that is in ceaseless motion and describes its orbit about a pure center?
And even if you were to find it difficult to locate this center within you, you would recognise it by the fact that a kind and soothing effect emanates from it and testifies to its existence.
-Wilhelm Meister's Journeyings
And even if you were to find it difficult to locate this center within you, you would recognise it by the fact that a kind and soothing effect emanates from it and testifies to its existence.
-Wilhelm Meister's Journeyings
Monday, 23 September 2013
Friday, 20 September 2013
Thursday, 8 August 2013
More Nabokov
My picture book was at an early age
The painted parchment papering our cage:
Mauve rings around the moon, blood orange sun;
Twinned iris; and that rare phenomenon
The iridule- when, beautiful and strange,
In a bright sky above a mountain range
One opal cloudlet in an oval form
Reflects the rainbow of a thunderstorm
Which in a distant valley has been staged-
For we are most artistically caged.
-Nabokov, Pale Fire
The painted parchment papering our cage:
Mauve rings around the moon, blood orange sun;
Twinned iris; and that rare phenomenon
The iridule- when, beautiful and strange,
In a bright sky above a mountain range
One opal cloudlet in an oval form
Reflects the rainbow of a thunderstorm
Which in a distant valley has been staged-
For we are most artistically caged.
-Nabokov, Pale Fire
Tuesday, 6 August 2013
Friday, 2 August 2013
Tuesday, 30 July 2013
Sunday, 28 July 2013
Saturday, 20 July 2013
Joanica
Heard some long low melancholic rumbles forming chords at this subway station in Barcelona today.
Monday, 24 June 2013
Updaikus
Week in London done.
Had a great time, saw some saints.
TFL did well.
Madrid-bound tomo'.
26 hour coach journey.
Avoid DVT.
Had a great time, saw some saints.
TFL did well.
Madrid-bound tomo'.
26 hour coach journey.
Avoid DVT.
Saturday, 15 June 2013
Monday, 3 June 2013
"And I'll turn down eternity unless
The melancholy and the tenderness
Of mortal life; the passion and the pain;
The claret taillight of that dwindling plane
Off hesperus; your gesture of dismay
On running out of cigarettes; the way
You smile at dogs; the trail of silver slime
Snails leave on flagstones; this good ink, this rhyme,
This index card, this slender rubber band
Which always forms, when dropped, an ampersand
Are found in Heaven by the newlydead,
Stored in its strongholds through the years.
Instead..."
- Vladimir Nabokov
The melancholy and the tenderness
Of mortal life; the passion and the pain;
The claret taillight of that dwindling plane
Off hesperus; your gesture of dismay
On running out of cigarettes; the way
You smile at dogs; the trail of silver slime
Snails leave on flagstones; this good ink, this rhyme,
This index card, this slender rubber band
Which always forms, when dropped, an ampersand
Are found in Heaven by the newlydead,
Stored in its strongholds through the years.
Instead..."
- Vladimir Nabokov
Saturday, 1 June 2013
Wednesday, 29 May 2013
Terence McKenna
“We are told ‘no’, we’re unimportant,
we’re peripheral. ‘Get a degree, get a job, get this, get that.’ And
then you’re a player, but you don’t want to play in the game. You want
to reclaim your mind and get it out of the hands of the cultural
engineers who want to turn you into a half-baked moron consuming all
this trash that’s being manufactured out of the bones of a dying world.”
– Terence McKenna
– Terence McKenna
Wednesday, 22 May 2013
Faust on emotional honesty.
The few of understanding, vision rare,
who veiled not from the herd their hearts, but tried,
poor generous fools, to lay their feelings bare,
them have men always burnt and crucified.
who veiled not from the herd their hearts, but tried,
poor generous fools, to lay their feelings bare,
them have men always burnt and crucified.
Thursday, 16 May 2013
Thursday, 25 April 2013
Thursday, 28 March 2013
Ambling Alp
Monday, 18 March 2013
Monday, 11 March 2013
Schopenhauer on marriage
"Marrying means to grasp blindfolded into a sack hoping to find an eel amongst an assembly of snakes."
Friday, 22 February 2013
Sunday, 17 February 2013
"Every Monday morning Wölfli is given a new pencil and two large
sheets of unprinted newsprint. The pencil is used up in two days; then
he has to make do with the stubs he has saved or with whatever he can
beg off someone else. He often writes with pieces only five to seven
millimetres long and even with the broken-off points of lead, which he
handles deftly, holding them between his fingernails. He carefully
collects packing paper and any other paper he can get from the guards
and patients in his area; otherwise he would run out of paper before the
next Sunday night. At Christmas the house gives him a box of coloured pencils, which lasts him two or three weeks at the most."
Wednesday, 13 February 2013
Tuesday, 5 February 2013
Monday, 28 January 2013
Thursday, 24 January 2013
Wednesday, 23 January 2013
Friday, 4 January 2013
Monday, 31 December 2012
Monday, 24 December 2012
Thursday, 20 December 2012
Wednesday, 19 December 2012
Sunday, 2 December 2012
Sunday, 18 November 2012
Sunday, 11 November 2012
Wednesday, 7 November 2012
Eliane Radigue
A Portrait of Eliane Radigue (2009) from Maxime Guitton on Vimeo.
Eliane Radigue has been the soundtrack to my recent mental stewing, and any calm I've maintained throughout is calm she's drawn out of me and reflected back. Go to 01:10 to have your heart won by this genius (if you haven't the time to watch the whole fascinating thing).
Wednesday, 24 October 2012
Sunday, 21 October 2012
More on Father Henry
A few more words about Father Henry.
"'Cold' was to him merely a word; and if he stopped up the door, or livened up the lamp, it was for my sake he did it. He had nothing to do with 'those things' and this struggle was not his struggle: he was somewhere else, living another life, fighting with other weapons.
He was right and I was wrong in those moments when I rebelled against his existence and insisted rashly that he 'could not live like this.' I was stupid not to see, then, that he truly had no need of anything. He lived, he sustained himself, by prayer.Had he been dependent only upon human strength he would have lived in despair, been driven mad. But he called upon other forces, and they preserved him. Incredible as it will seem to the incredulous, when the blizzard was too intense to be borne, he prayed, and the wind dropped. When, one day, he was about to die of hunger- he and the single Eskimo who accompanied him- he prayed; and that night there were two seal in their net. It was childish of me to attempt to win him back to reality: he could not live with reality.
I the 'scientist', was non-existent beside this peasant mystic. He towered over me. My resources were as nothing compared to his, which were inexhaustible, his mystical vestment was shelter enough against hunger, against cold, against every assault of the physical world from which he lived apart. Once again I had been taught that the spirit was immune and irresistible, and matter corruptible and weak. There is something more than cannon in war, and something more than grub and shelter in the existence of this conqueror of the Arctic.
If, seeing what I have seen, a man still refused to believe this, he would do better to stay at home, for he had proved himself no traveller."
-Gontran De Poncins in Kabloona.
"'Cold' was to him merely a word; and if he stopped up the door, or livened up the lamp, it was for my sake he did it. He had nothing to do with 'those things' and this struggle was not his struggle: he was somewhere else, living another life, fighting with other weapons.
He was right and I was wrong in those moments when I rebelled against his existence and insisted rashly that he 'could not live like this.' I was stupid not to see, then, that he truly had no need of anything. He lived, he sustained himself, by prayer.Had he been dependent only upon human strength he would have lived in despair, been driven mad. But he called upon other forces, and they preserved him. Incredible as it will seem to the incredulous, when the blizzard was too intense to be borne, he prayed, and the wind dropped. When, one day, he was about to die of hunger- he and the single Eskimo who accompanied him- he prayed; and that night there were two seal in their net. It was childish of me to attempt to win him back to reality: he could not live with reality.
I the 'scientist', was non-existent beside this peasant mystic. He towered over me. My resources were as nothing compared to his, which were inexhaustible, his mystical vestment was shelter enough against hunger, against cold, against every assault of the physical world from which he lived apart. Once again I had been taught that the spirit was immune and irresistible, and matter corruptible and weak. There is something more than cannon in war, and something more than grub and shelter in the existence of this conqueror of the Arctic.
If, seeing what I have seen, a man still refused to believe this, he would do better to stay at home, for he had proved himself no traveller."
-Gontran De Poncins in Kabloona.
Monday, 15 October 2012
Friday, 12 October 2012
Wednesday, 10 October 2012
Dos Gatos: A Challenge
I challenge anyone to listen to this through headphones without moving any part of your anatomy in time with it.
(...you may find it easy at first, but wait until 1:56)
(...you may find it easy at first, but wait until 1:56)
Monday, 8 October 2012
Sunday, 7 October 2012
Videos
The Tibetan Book of The Dead as explored by the national film board of Canada, NHK and the voice of Leonard Cohen.
"When you are born, you cry, but the whole world is overjoyed. When you die, the world cries, but you may find...the great liberation."
Saturday, 6 October 2012
An IPA ditty
dʒɛŋhəs kɑn, dʒɛŋhəs kɑn, wɪl ju mɛri mi?
ajv hərd əbawt jɔr mɑŋgəl hɔrdz, so wajld ænd blədθərsti.
ajv hərd ju sajərd ə θawzənd sənz, pərhæps wil mek wən mɔr?
o pliz, pliz mɛri mi dʒɛŋhəs kɑn, ju hɛlmətəd mæn- hɔr.
Also.
ajv hərd əbawt jɔr mɑŋgəl hɔrdz, so wajld ænd blədθərsti.
ajv hərd ju sajərd ə θawzənd sənz, pərhæps wil mek wən mɔr?
o pliz, pliz mɛri mi dʒɛŋhəs kɑn, ju hɛlmətəd mæn- hɔr.
Also.
Friday, 28 September 2012
Monday, 3 September 2012
Saturday, 1 September 2012
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